Iza Calzado takot na takot maging nanay dahil sa namayapang ina

Iza Calzado, Ben Wintle at Deia Amihan

AMINADO ang award-winning actress na si Iza Calzado na isa sa mga rason kung bakit takot siya noon na maging nanay ay dahil sa pagkamatay ng kanyang ina.

Naging emosyonal si Iza nang mapag-usapan ang naging journey niya bilang mommy sa anak nila ni Ben Wintle na si Deia Amihan.

Sumalang si Iza sa madamdaming panayam ng broadcast journalist na si Karmina Constantino para sa YouTube channel nito.

Isa sa mga tanong sa aktres, "Do you also sometimes fear that or question yourself if you have the same affliction that took your mom away from you?"

"This is exactly why I was so fearful of becoming a mother," ang pag-amin ni Iza.

"You think it doesn't haunt me, what I witnessed, what I endured. The fear that I might do the same thing. 

"The fear that, God forbid, I might suddenly, you know — that was one of my fears, that I have a child, I give birth, something flips, something snaps," saad ng aktres.

"But I try to come from a place of love because that is God's biggest lesson for me," dugtong pa niya kasabay ng paglalarawan sa kanyang motherhood journey ng, "it's teaching me so much about what my mother possibly went through."

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"And she want through a lot, KC. I think that's one of the reasons why I also push for women empowerment," aniya pa.

"My mother and I, we've both been in situations I don't want my daughter to be in," sabi ni Iza na naging bukas din sa naranasang postpartum matapos ipanganak si Deia. 

Totoong natatakot din siya sa kung anong magiging buhay ng kanyang anak in the future, "But I also understand that I cannot control everything.

"I can merely shape her and instill in her values and develop that strength and resilience that somehow I have been able to develop.

"And hopefully, she has it because ultimately I'm not in control, I can only do so much. The fear is there, every so often, pero hindi ko siya tinatambayan," aniya.

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