Sarah Lahbati never magmamakaawa ng tulong kay Richard

"THEY think my life is just this perfect little fairy tale? Hey I'm a single mom of two, I work very hard, I pay for my own bills (and) I also struggle." 

Ito ang bungad ng estranged wife ni Richard Gutierrez na si Sarah Lahbati sa "Almost Honest" vlog ni Kylie Verzosa sa YouTube na in-upload kagabi.

Sa unang pagkakataon ay naglabas ng saloobin niya si Sarah tungkol sa mga pinagdaanan at pinagdaraanan pa rin niya hanggang ngayon na hiwalay na sila ng tatay ng mga anak niyang sina Zion at Kai.

Pagpapatuloy ng aktres, "I cry, I breakdown and that's okay you know, that's life! Do I have the time and energy to explain myself?

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"I never did because I also feel like yes I am in the public eye but I do not need to explain myself because I don't owe anybody an explanation," aniya.

Matagal nang looking forward si Kylie na makapanayam si Sarah para mas makilala siya ng publiko.

Say ng ex-beauty queen, "I have been looking for this conversation for so long because I feel like we have seen you grow up in the public eye and we've seen you go through so many chapters of your life and I feel like going through transition period (and) feel like our viewers have can relate and can understand where you're coming from and part of your story.  

"You have so many opinions that women can learn from and I don't wanna talk headlines because we're gonna speak in French, I'm just kidding," sabi pa ni Kylie.

Ayon pa sa aktres, hindi niya alam kung paano niya iimbitahan si Sarah sa kanyang podcast dahil ang alam niya ay hindi ito nagpapa-interview pero lakas loob pa rin niyang sinubukan na baka puwedeng i-consider ang imbitasyon niya kaya nang pumayag ay natanong nito kung ano ang dahilan kaya umoo ang huli.

"First of all, you have the funniest message, when I opened was like 'I love that you know me by heart you really are my friend.' When I read it at least she knows I don't do interviews, I don't do podcast, I love my life to be private but hey we live and learn, we grow and then we changed. 

"I feel like not that I wasn't good in a place before but I feel like I'm ready to kind of just open up a bit of my life I guess and I do it with the right person with a friend," esplika ni Sarah na labis namang ipinagpasalamat ni Kylie.

Tanong ni Kylie kung kumusta na ngayon si Sarah na alam niyang nakaka-move on na ito at kinumusta rin nito ang dalawang anak.

"I'm at peace, I'm happy, I am moving it's a lot but, it's exciting, the kids are well and I just feel I'm starting this year in such a great place of peace and calmness which is always nice to be at when you're starting a year after the Snake, right?" saad ni Sarah.

Nabanggit ni Kylie na big fan ng horoscope ang kaibigan niya at natanong kung paano nito i-simplify ang buhay niya ngayong taon.

"Yeah, I want to simplify my life because life is already complicated that means cutting people out of my life, cutting habits that don't serve me well anymore, moving houses starting fresh means a lot of different things that I consciously decide to do because I want to live simply at peace," sagot ni Sarah.

Tanong ni Kylie, "Growing up in the public eye do you think people misunderstand you sometimes?"

"Definitely, they think I have it all together like that work is flowing every month," kaswal na sabi ni Sarah.

At diretsong sabi, "They think my life is just this perfect little fairy tale? Hey, I'm a single mom of two, I work very hard, I pay for my own bills (and) I also struggle. I cry, I breakdown and that's okay you know, that's life!

"Do I have the time and energy to explain myself? I never did because I also feel like yes I am in the public eye but I do not need to explain myself because I don't owe anybody an explanation," paliwanag ng aktres.

"I super love that and totally get it, people see you a gorgeous woman who has everything and guys in this industry I feel like is there much stability?" tanong ni Kylie.

"Oh no! Not at all!" nanlalaki ang mga matang sabi agad ni Sarah.

Paano nababalanse ni Sarah ang lahat bilang single and working mom?

"Chips and coffee! Ha-hahaha! Honestly, sometimes I also ask myself how I'm gonna do it next week, tomorrow next month.  

"You know, I have good people on my side, I've really have good family, good friends, people that are just angels and it helps, it really helps," paliwanag ni Sarah.

Malaman ang tanong ni Kylie kung may pagkakataong nanghingi ng tulong si Sarah, "like asking for help to provide for the kids?"

"Great question, no! Ha-hahaha!" tumawang sagot ng mama nina Zion at Kai at ikinatawa rin ni Kylie.

Sabi ni Sarah, "I mean I will be honest and say that I struggle asking for help but in this specific scenario and questions of yours I don't feel the need.  I can do it, so, I don't see why I should ask period!"

Ang ibig sabihin ni Kylie ay kung nanghingi ng tulong si Sarah sa tatay ng mga anak niyang si Richard at kung may mga napag-usapan tungkol sa tulong pero mariin itong itinanggi ni Sarah.

"There is no discussion but it is my decision that I'm okay with not getting help. I never gonna beg, never gonna ask it should be an automatic thing actually that's it.  And if it's not then why I'm gonna beg or ask if I can do it myself?" katwiran ng estranged wife ni Richard.

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